Let me ask God this

Today, I would like to ask for a compassionate heart like Christ's. Too many blunders happening lately that makes me think unChristlike ... and makes me bitter ... unhappy ... angry. I need peace that flows like a river...

I dramatize my life

I am so dramatic. So passionately chained to the dramas of my life. My heart gets shaken and rattled and chipped and I cry a river. I don't just cry a few tears ... I draw from the well of sorrows in the deepest part of my being, the ones I hide for a rainy day, and I really cry until my eyes hurt and my breath shudders. I love those cries. Sometimes crying really hard over nothing at all ... but man, does it feel good to just cry over nothing sometimes.