Drawing a blank
Lately as I sit and wait for a spiritual epiphany, I've just drawn blanks. I hate that! It's almost like I'm not motivated at all. I don't know what's wrong with me. I long so much to be a better me, but there is no inspiration for bettering myself.
I know what it is. It's that I don't make time for anything anymore. I haven't pushed myself into taking things slow and just enjoying the quiet moments of being alone and sensing God's presence. Ugh, I'm so lazy. A lazy christian. A good-for-nothing lazy christian.
I know what it is. It's that I don't make time for anything anymore. I haven't pushed myself into taking things slow and just enjoying the quiet moments of being alone and sensing God's presence. Ugh, I'm so lazy. A lazy christian. A good-for-nothing lazy christian.
posted by pazzhamilton at 3:27 PM
1 Comments:
i know what you mean...sometimes i think i'd rather be ignorant about where i am than face it. *sigh* they say ignorance is bliss...i think it's just a mere coverup because we can't handle the truth. anyway...
off topic: i always love reading the things you write about how you prayed for God to bring you someone...omala and matthew's song is "bless the borken road" by rascal flatts...i see how it fits them. but when i hear this song and read the lyrics, i think of your story of you and dave. here are they lyrics:
Bless The Broken Road
Written by: Marcus Hummon, Bobby E. Boyd & Jeff Hanna
Lyrics
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Chorus:
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Chorus:
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you
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