A Lone Writer

I don't think anyone reads this blog and it's GREAT. These can be my private thoughts to myself without anyone scrutinizing my words against my actions.

Some days, like today, I feel a rush of the past hit me. I am afraid of myself when this memory invades my peace of mind. Some days, like today, I feel as though I am being punished for someone else's sins. As though I am living a life that should have been written for someone else's life.

But then I am re-reminded, as I always am when these days, like today, drag me face-down in the ground, that God is a GOOD god, and He is not going to let me alone to fend for myself. And that His love is the strength I need to get myself back up and live again. For my life is hidden in Christ and nothing can touch me. The sins of the world are weighed upon His shoulders and evil, lies, betrayal, hatred, shame and ugliness are bounded and cast away by the power of His blood.

It's in God's love that I am made new ... and forgiveness is always a miracle that we must experience over and over to finally be FREE.