I want ...

I stopped "dating" at 14. I thought it was a waste of time and energy. I didn't want to give a piece of my heart away to every guy I'd date until I got married. Yep, the next guy I date would be "the one."

Eventually, the choice led to loneliness. Because the right guy never came along.

I put my trust in God. I really did - I believed He'd bring me someone. Then after 10 yrs of waiting and waiting and fearing it'd never happen ... I finally just asked, "Bring me someone." And eventually with time - at the perfect time - Dave came into my life when we both needed each other. My first and last kiss. :)

So as I trust God to know the desires of my heart back then, I also want him to hear my voice ask, "God, I want this."